It's been a while since I wrote anything. I've been pretty ill the last week. Dr said I had a swollen gland in my neck but not so sure it was, and I didnt get any antibiotics - what's with that? Anyway, it was pretty hard to speak with shooting pains in my neck but now it seems to have calmed down. I had a couple of days off work because the majority of my job involves speaking (and repeating yourself over and over..) so I wasn't going to risk the pain.
Dosed up on some strong painkillers I thought a lot about my business venture...but that's all I did...I just thought about it. BOO!
Most of my thinking was so self involved, wanting everything all at once, wanting the orders to come flooding in, wanting more people to 'follow me', having a lot of ideas and for some awful reason suddenly wanting someone else to do it for me. Just acting a bit spoilt!
I found myself researching other blogs wondering how they got so popular and good!? Envy? Yes, a lot I think.
The shame of it all is that I had a few days off work, I couldn't talk because of the pain but I could still move, yet I played on my ailments, made the sofa into a bed, stayed in my pjs and caught up on tivo, when I could have been drawing up ideas or creating something.
To be fair to myself, the pain was pretty bad and I napped most of the time but I had some precious space to be creative.
Then I came across this:
Oh Katie. Yes I should. So that's what I'm going to think about the next few months and I should have some new things to share with you soon. I'll be working on my patience too. Things don't come all at once and you have to work so that your dreams do!
Here's a few things from my week. My husbs is brewing his own beer, thankfully at the in-laws house!